Lol, Smiley Face

How the heck do you have a song called "Lol, Smiley Face". Ok so some random song I heard on the radio called that and I guess it's Trey Songz, Gucci Mane, and Soulja Boy in it. It's catchy but the heck that is such a random song. It talks about them texting a girl and saying they can do the "do" lol and all he says is "lol, smiley face" like in reality you can't have a conversation when all the other person says is "lol, smiley face" lmao. It's hilarious. It's almost like "Kiss Me Thru the Phone" but that song was better... But in other news, school is like right around the corner and walmart is doing more than a great job in reminding me with all the freakin school supplies sitting out as soooooon as I walk in. And then there's like this huge sign thats says "Get Your School Supplies Here" and I'm like yeaaa I'd rather not. Soon their gonna have that little cardboard thing with all the schools lists of school supplies. Well, this just makes me more eager to hurry up and start my senior year because I won't have to worry about all that buying new clothes and supplies anymore... Oh wait yes I do because of course there's this little place called COLLEGE! Ugh, I swear I'm going to spend the rest of my life in school. But atleast I have my career in mind.

Wow..

Well.. it's been a minute. The last couple of days have really not changed. I'm still bored, I still consider whether I should through a gothic faze and start cutting my wrist, that might satisfy me for entertainment. Just kidding. The people around, family mostly & this one kid I call my boyfriend, have really been annoying me. I mean my mom has been putting more elbow grease into this wedding then a mechanic. What the heck? While I'm over here needing stuff for senior year like GETTING MY SENIOR PICTURES TAKEN HELLO!, she's out there looking at bridemaids dressing and making all kind of finalizations (if that's even a word). But I know I shouldn't be selfish but I mean it's not her freakin wedding so why the hell is she so damn involved. I often wonder if she'll do this much for my wedding. I always used to think that she favored my brother more but it's no biggie now because me and my dad have always been the closest anyways. It just hurts sometimes when my brother used to get away with skipping class, coming home late, GETTING SOME RANDOM GIRL PREGNANT, and barely getting out of highschool but yet I'm hounded when I tell my mom we need to have "the talk". You know the "talk" about s..e..x.. yeah, that talk. And before I could even get any more words out she's like, "What do we need to talk for, you're waiting until you're married!" As if I had no other choice. I can honestly say I don't think I'll wait til I'm married because... what if I never get married. DUH! Anyways everything seems to be going "KABLOOM" and getting crappier by the second...

So Far So Good

I think today has been the most productive day so far. So I get a call from my step mom while I was sleep and I answer it making sure my "sleepy" voice didn't show. Well, long story short she's taking my step sister to Babies R Us and I was like I'm soooo tagging along. Lol. So in like 10 mins, I some how managed to dress myself completely and it really seemed like a miracle. Since my sister is like 6 months pregnant, she has to register for her Baby Shower or some mess. But yeah they give her this little scanner gun & I was mad cuz I didn't get to use it. But she was scanning alot of stuff and it made me all excited if I have a baby which will NOT be any time soon. Soo then we leave and go to the mall and walk around and she's complaining about my nephew being a brat & her unborn making her sick and I'm like OMG! We eat, and go in this maternity store and their stuff is NOT cute at ALLLL! Like for older people. But yeah so we leave... uh go into Victoria's Secret and buy some lotion stuff. It was a good day so far but that's pretty much it. Off to go watch That 70s show re-runs.

Today is the Day

So yes, today is the day. No, not the day that I go back to school, finally get a job, or find a wallet full of hundreds on the side of the street. But today is the day I finally get to see Transformers 2. So what if I'm lame. I've been waiting for that movie to come out since forever and today I finally get to see it with my dad. See, we both saw the first one together so of course we can't break tradition and see it without each other. Yes, that's just how lame and dorky we are but I could care less if your life sucks more than mine but I doubt it. Any whoo, I heard it's a really long movie and I'm kind of not up to sitting in a sticky theater seat for almost 3 hours but I'll some how make it. Was the first one even that long?? So yeah just thought I'd bring that to anyone's attention. Bye!

What a Weekend

So after a very long, loud, boring, frustrating, weekend at my dad's "hotel" I'm finally home resting my ears. And the reason I say his house is a "hotel" is basically because it is one. Let's see, almost 2 months ago I'd say, my step sister and her 1 1/2 year old brat of a son, I call my nephew, move in because.. well they have nowhere to stay. Ok, she was living in San Antonio and had a great job and apartment and for some odd reason that all went down the toilet. And how? I have no idea nor do I really care to know. But now, she's staying with my dad and my step mom until August 1st they say. But I honestly doubt that'll really happen. She has a job now but I don't really know how long that's going to last because she tends to make "all of a sudden" decisions and never thinks things through. Oh, and did I forget to mention she is, 6 months pregnant with her 2nd child. Oh yes! The woman who can sooo take care of her own son, is going to have another one by the same guy who tends to just want to hit her on random occasions. I think all of this is funny and very important in my knowledge of life because it just teaches me not to ever be in a sticky situation like this. Oh and the reason I call this little person a brat is well... he is one! My step sister is the type of person who is like "oooh i love you so much booo!!" when he's being all sweet but the minute he hits her or tries to take her cup of kool-aid, its "jayden give me that before i kick you in the throat!" And it's funny to hear this because I'm like, wow no wonder this kid is freakin confused all the time. And my dad and step mom always discipline when they ONLY have him because of course no one can touch her innocent angel. But of course when he gets on her nerves, all she does is yell and yell and yell and yell and.. need I go on? And since she screams at him sooo much, duh! He's only going to scream back. So my stay was cut short to today instead of tomorrow because I could honestly feel my ears bleeding from the amount of screaming going on in the house. I feel much better in a quieter home and I intend to sleep GREAT tonight!

110 degree weather!!!!

Omg! Could the weather get anymore hot in Texas? Ok summer really sucks now because I feel like when I step outside of the house, my skin is nearly melting off my bones. I start sweating 5 seconds after I close the front door. It's ridiculous! I wish I was living somewhere in Alaska right now, it's like 40 somethin degrees over there. Right now I'm staying with my dad for the weekend and he lives in the country. And yes, the country gets just as hot as the city even though there's no traffic. I freakin love winter time, even though I complain about it being too cold, I would pick winter over summer anytime. Anyways, since my mom wired some money to my brother's wife, I guess she's back now but I don't even think she said thanks. Yes, she's very ungrateful and yes, she is a gold digger. Can't stand her at alllll! I'm on the way to jumping into a deep freezer to cool down in this heat! Byeee

Worst Day in History

Tell me why today had to have been one of the crappiest days of summer, and I put much emphasis in "crappiest" because omg it really was. Ok so apparentally my brother's lovely wife got harrased my some state trooper in missouri and was telling her how she looked asian and her son (my nephew) looks black and she kidnapped him or whatever. I don't know the full details but they're bank account went to negative and my mother once again helped them out and had to wire like 60 dollars to my brother's account or something like that. It took her like 3 trips to the bank just to do it. And my brother isn't even saying thank you. Anyways, my mom has also been having car trouble, something with the battery, so we go to Auto Zone and they're like "oh it just needs a recharging" so we drive like 20 mins to Wal-Mart and they say she needs a new, so we drive 20 more minutes ALL the way back to the same Auto Zone and they don't carry the battery she needs. So we go like down the street to some other auto place and she buys it or whatever and then we go to some other Wal-Mart and she's like "the other wal-mart said they could put it in for free, so i'm thinking you can do the same thing" and then the guy is like "oh no ma'am that wal-mart told you wrong" but anyways LONG story SHORT, they ended up doing it and everyone is happy. So we go home and chill.. Oh and by the way I was supposed to see my boyfriend today but for some reason he seems to be his family's "Superman" so that didn't turn out as planned. So while we're at home after our long day of running errands, my mom opens the door and is like "You have a visitor" so ofcourse my heart is racing and I turn around and it's just my step sister coming to tell me that she is having a girl (she's pregnant). And my heart almost dropped from total disappointment but I pretended to put on a smile and act joyful for her news even though my day was sucking by the second. Anyhoo, me and my mom just got back from seeing Pelham 123, with Denzel Washingston and yeah it was pretty good but this week couldn't have sucked more..

they're married.. but they're getting married

As I'm sitting here, I'm wondering to myself. How the hell can two people, (my brother & his oh so smart fiance'), get married and do absolutely nothing about it?! Apparentally my mother is stuck with the huge responsibility of planning their wedding. I mean hello!!! It's not her wedding and she's stuck planning it? Oh yeah I forgot, it's her "wedding present" to them. Does she not even understand how much planning you have to do for a freakin wedding? So my brother's thick accented fiance (she's mexican) came up with the color aqua but of course when she says it, it sounds like agua haha. Anyways, they're supposedly inviting 200 random people and I'm like how can the both of you, put together, know 200 people! That's impossible. It's supposed to be in September and the only thing my mother as done for THEM, is find a "coordinator" whatever that is, a place for the tuxedos, and some other stuff. It's stressful on me and I'm not even planning this thing. Oh did I forget to mention that they're ALREADY MARRIED! Yes, in a courthouse the week after my brother came home from Marine Bootcamp. So basically this whole thing is just a show! A huge expensive show! Well, atleast I won't be spending any of my money on this thing, just hope everything goes smoothly for my mom's sake.. not theirs.

RIP M.J.

It was really, really sad to watch the Michael Jackson tribute. I was obviously too young to actually be a true fan but I still enjoyed a couple of his songs. Even though I wasn't a die hard fan, now that I see the many things that he has done for the world, it's like I miss him now that he's gone. And what his daughter said is what really brought me to tears. But it's true he will forever be remembered and loved for everything he's done. Now that the tears are over let's talk about what I've done so far today. Well, my lovely mother comes into my room at like 9 something and is like "Lena, let's go get some pancakes" and before I know it, (I don't even think I was fully up yet) I'm getting out of bed and heading to the bathroom. I appreciate her offer of getting some pancakes at iHop, but I mean I love my sleep. And now that it's summer time, I don't even get up until like 10:30 or 11, so 9 is like getting up at 6 am for me. And iHop has this like Hawaiian special with these off the chain pancakes that are soooo good! And I decided today I was going to make a cake. You know the Pilsbury "Funfetti" cakes. I love those cakes. I'm hoping tomorrow I'll be able to have some company (crosses fingers) since I've been so bored stuck in my little cubicle I call my bedroom. But anyways, I think I'm going to watch my recorded episode of Run's House. Tootles!

Summer Blues :(

What the heck?? Is summer really supposed to suck this much for a 17 year old? I mean I should be having fun, going to the mall, the movies, parties right? I'm just about to lose my mind. It's already the 2nd month of summer and I have no idea how to have fun. Ok, so my boyfriend comes over atleast like twice and that's only because he works most of the time... You know maybe that's what I should be doing also. Looking for a job!! Duh!! But I also should be getting my license but that's all up to my procrasinating father who's mind is somewhere else other than teaching his daughter how to drive. I know 12 year olds who are having more fun than I am and they have to be home before the sun goes down. So, my mom has a broken ankle and I feel so sorry for her and of course I get to tend to her every need. Hopefully she doesn't find a bell because then my life is truly over! I can just hear it now *ring!!*ring!!*ring!!* ugh! And I know every teen in the U.S. would probably strangle me right now if they heard me say, "I wish school would hurry up and start". Well, luckily it's just one more year of being a carless teenager and then I can have a more enjoying life in college or wherever I end up.. Hopefully. But for now, I'll just enjoy my unlimited text messaging. :]